Hey guys. I really do hate being that guy, but do to the rules I am required to stop this thread. Normally these threads get deleted but I wanted to at least post a reason for doing so. The fact that I do because of the sensitive nature of the topic at hand illustrates why.
The simplest and shortest explanation is that this forum isn't the best, nor the most equipped place to discuss these issues. Avoiding sensitive topics like suicide and the like are in the rules to help protect our users and to minimize potential problems that could offend others or make the situation worse.
If you do have issues, it is highly encouraged that you do seek any help you feel you need to get better, but again, LoE isn't the place to discuss these topics. Please feel free to PM me if you have any questions or concerns, thank you.