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Started by HerpyDooves, 2020 Nov 27, 04:32:49

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2020 Nov 27, 04:32:49 Last Edit: 2020 Nov 27, 04:34:26 by HerpyDooves
I came back to lurk (the bots apparently), as I usually do every year or so. I really don't know why but I still love LoE. But the part I miss dearly, I want to describe most because of how truly surreal it was for me at the time. To put it simply, it was watching an old livestream on the EO livestream channel. I could maybe put a few names of who were on the team at the time, but seeing everyone grouped together in town with nothing but the music and sound really had an effect on me.

I watched that stream a lot back then, every morning before I went to school for a month, and more and more afterward. Call me completely insane, but I scoured the old site, youtube, livestream itself, old twitters but to no success, the livestream account is long dead. Even if I had found it, it wouldn't be the same. I DON'T KNOW what I was thinking, or why I'm even writing about it now. Back in middle school I had a very small array of friends, and even then I remember checking the clock to see when new episodes would start or even reruns, and know I was missing them, which was my only shot at watching them at the time. Along side these strange feelings I'm stuck wondering, I spend a lot of that time thinking about all the people that I know I'd never speak to again, let alone the thought that a lot of my classmates only ever viewed me as another person, and even less so now that we never have a reason to see each other anymore.

Now that I'm here writing out a topic, I also want to say I'm sorry I wasn't more supportive while on the team, which was sadly one my last experiences with LoE as I just wasn't comfortable keeping up with so much family around all the time.

This may seem like such a teeny rant to be reading, but if you are, I probably miss the hell out of you

EDIT: I thought it meant it would save a draft, not post it. It's okay, I was done anyway :P
I'll come and see your replies, but I'll be deleting my account sometime soon. I just don't want a reason to come back. Funny some random forum was my virtual home away from home, but I feel like if I ever want to grow up, I have to learn to leave behind what I've learned to cherish.

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