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Guild Archive / Re: [Herd] Travellers Blessing.
2012 May 13, 17:31:06Quote from: Ozzy on 2012 May 13, 16:49:39Quote from: Travius Trott on 2012 May 13, 03:18:56Quote from: Ozzy on 2012 May 11, 23:53:04
An alliance sounds like a capital idea to me.
Brilliant, shall it be settled with a hoof shake?
Consider it done, my newest ally
I for one am delighted to hear about this new found alliance!
Let us celebrate with this bowl of popcorn!
It's the only bowl I have, so make sure everypony/zebra gets some.
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Music / Re: What are you listening to?
2012 May 13, 17:13:34Found the record at the store today! So happy!
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Pony Off-Topic Archive / Re: Who's your favorite pony?
2012 May 13, 00:16:23Quote from: SOWTOJ on 2012 May 13, 00:10:04
Whilst it was Fluttershy for a long time, season 2 got me more into Twilight Sparkle, and so it's pretty much a solid tie between both of them. But in the end, Twilight has a certain kind of adorkableness that I absolutely love. I still do not like picking between them though.
Currently, this is exactly how I feel. But seeing as this choice is not limited to the mane six.....
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Animations Archive / Re: I Don't know why i made this... SweBow is The Boss
2012 May 11, 23:10:37
Well this is excuse enough for me to build a fallout shelter in the backyard...
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Pony Off-Topic Archive / Re: Pony Image Thread
2012 May 11, 21:17:32Quote from: Dr. Krest on 2012 May 11, 21:13:13
^ Is that Minuette?! xD
Technically yes, but I've heard Colgate more often than that name.
Pony toothpaste is best dental hygiene.
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The Retirement Home / Re: I don't mean to rant or anything but...
2012 May 11, 19:12:03
I know how it feels to go through bulling and depression. In elementary school I had two real friends.
One was physically abusive, and the other was a genuinely good friend. Unfortunately the abusive friend did everything in his power to split the good friend and I apart. Eventually we all went our separate ways come middle school, and now I'm lucky if I see the good friend once every month or so.
Middle school is where the bulling and depression started. There was the name calling, pushing, threats, all that stuff directed at me from the "cool" kids of the school. There was one kid who sat behind me, that would grab the hood of my jacket and choke me until I gagged for air when the teacher wasn't in the room. A few kids laughed, but most pretended it didn't happen. My mom was going through a very hard time, so all of her pent up stress was released on me, making my home life terrible as well. I went through the depression, suicidal thoughts, etc. I had no friends and I lost interest in literally everything I would do for any shred of enjoyment.
However when high school came along, everything seemed to get better. The kids grew up and matured and bulling stopped for the most part. I found friends despite being the quietest kid in the school and things truly got better for me.
As you grow up things will get better, but for the time being the best you can do is trudge through it.
I'd like you to know that I'd gladly be your friend, and if you ever want to talk to someone about anything at all, shoot me a PM and we can talk over Skype if you'd like.
One was physically abusive, and the other was a genuinely good friend. Unfortunately the abusive friend did everything in his power to split the good friend and I apart. Eventually we all went our separate ways come middle school, and now I'm lucky if I see the good friend once every month or so.
Middle school is where the bulling and depression started. There was the name calling, pushing, threats, all that stuff directed at me from the "cool" kids of the school. There was one kid who sat behind me, that would grab the hood of my jacket and choke me until I gagged for air when the teacher wasn't in the room. A few kids laughed, but most pretended it didn't happen. My mom was going through a very hard time, so all of her pent up stress was released on me, making my home life terrible as well. I went through the depression, suicidal thoughts, etc. I had no friends and I lost interest in literally everything I would do for any shred of enjoyment.
However when high school came along, everything seemed to get better. The kids grew up and matured and bulling stopped for the most part. I found friends despite being the quietest kid in the school and things truly got better for me.
As you grow up things will get better, but for the time being the best you can do is trudge through it.
I'd like you to know that I'd gladly be your friend, and if you ever want to talk to someone about anything at all, shoot me a PM and we can talk over Skype if you'd like.
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Pony Off-Topic Archive / Re: Pony Image Thread
2012 May 11, 18:22:58
I must correct the distinct lack of Berry Punch in this thread.
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The Retirement Home / Re: Confession Thread
2012 May 10, 21:30:41
I often try to come across as happy and overall lighthearted on the internet, but in reality I'm the silent person who everyone has to constantly ask "is something wrong" because I often sit there and try as hard as I can to get through the day without saying a single word.
It's been exceptionally hard these past few months with my father passing away last February from a 9 month battle with cancer. Especially when each time your mom comes back from the hospital, she says "Oh he's looking better" which was a downright lie and sure as hel fooled me into thinking that I was getting another 5 to 10 years with him, when throughout the whole 9 months she knew exactly how long to expect. I don't blame her at all, and I deal with death pretty well, so I like to think I've moved on. But my mother goes into random fits of crying and I'm the only one she has to lean on because me brother is no help at all and just sits in his room.
The stress has really been getting to me lately because my grades have gone straight down the toilet and the only thing that I can turn to in order to take my mind off it all is ponies. The drawings and stories are the only thing that make me feel at all productive and give me something to take my mind off it, but I still have those moments where I want to walk in one direction for days until I collapse on the side of a road somewhere. Not because I want to kill myself, I've haven't gone that far into depression since middle school, but just because I want to get away from it all.
It's been exceptionally hard these past few months with my father passing away last February from a 9 month battle with cancer. Especially when each time your mom comes back from the hospital, she says "Oh he's looking better" which was a downright lie and sure as hel fooled me into thinking that I was getting another 5 to 10 years with him, when throughout the whole 9 months she knew exactly how long to expect. I don't blame her at all, and I deal with death pretty well, so I like to think I've moved on. But my mother goes into random fits of crying and I'm the only one she has to lean on because me brother is no help at all and just sits in his room.
The stress has really been getting to me lately because my grades have gone straight down the toilet and the only thing that I can turn to in order to take my mind off it all is ponies. The drawings and stories are the only thing that make me feel at all productive and give me something to take my mind off it, but I still have those moments where I want to walk in one direction for days until I collapse on the side of a road somewhere. Not because I want to kill myself, I've haven't gone that far into depression since middle school, but just because I want to get away from it all.
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Guild Archive / Re: [Herd] Travellers Blessing.
2012 May 10, 20:20:07
I quite enjoy RPing myself. The only reason that I don't do it here is because I fear that I'd screw everything up somehow. 
Occasionally on IRC-like chat things I pull other friends into it without them realizing.
In game I definitely see myself RPing though.
Occasionally on IRC-like chat things I pull other friends into it without them realizing.
In game I definitely see myself RPing though.
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Pony Off-Topic Archive / Re: Pony Pony Pony Pony Po... you get the idea
2012 May 10, 18:27:11
I believe I've just found my new ringtone. 