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Quote from: -ReiMar- on 2014 Oct 03, 12:36:26games? Oh god no. I use my iPad for games(rarely) and watching movies.
Well...you basically get a bookmark that can call and play music)
Just don't expect to play big games on it, its processor got smaller along with overall size. I personally stick to iP4. Might switch to 5 in the future, but only 'cause its processor is bigger. iP6 is kind of a...well, dissapointment. Unless you wanted a flatty phone, then it's all you ever dreamed of)) X)
Quote from: DawnsEmbrace on 2014 Oct 03, 13:13:42
A lot of things have been piling up on me recently...If you have no interest in my baggage, stop reading right here.Spoiler: Emotional Overheat showEveryday, I'm hounded by a question.
Why
Waking up: Why do you get up so late?
Taking a shower: Why don't you pay more attention to hygiene?
Eating breakfast: Why aren't you eating healthier?
Eating lunch: Same question.
Eating dinner: Same question.
Slacking off: Why aren't you fulfilling your responsibilities?
Going to sleep: Why do you stay up so late?
Why why why why and why.
The worst part is, I know why. One solution fixes all of it, but I'm too afraid to take it. I'm too afraid to take control of my life, I'm too afraid to progress beyond this point, I'm too afraid to move on with who I am and where I'm at.
I dig my heels into the mud like a child would a stick, and cause more and more suffering for myself and those around me. I can't live like that, I won't. Not anymore.
So now I'm faced with a cold, biting truth. I'm a lazy guy with no will to move forward, who has a long way to climb to get himself out of the hole he's dug.
Only one thing is certain for me right now. A lot of old things in my life need to be pushed out to make room for the new.
I can't juggle everything and be a responsible person. I'll need to put Video Games on hold, internet, books, most all forms of entertainment or distraction.
If I don't...I'll just drown again --- Fall back into the hole I'm trying to climb from.
I wake up every morning knowing things should change, but not knowing where to begin.
Do I start with my health?
Eating better, exercising, weight loss?
Do I start with my education?
Taking my studies more seriously, kicking math into high-gear, figuring out what I want to do with my life?
Do I start with my time?
Learning what schedules work for me, how to stick with them, making time for other responsibilities?
I'm so tired of giving up, giving in...I'm so tired of disappointing myself and the people around me that I'd rather stick my head in the sand and pretend there isn't an issue rather than actually try to fix my life...
...But each problem on its own feels like I'm an ant being asked to climb Mount Everest.
When your task feels so insurmountable, and yet everyone around you has gone through the same, it makes you feel like a failure. And honestly, that's what I am at my core. I am a failure.
I've been keeping the negativity to myself for so long...I've become numb to it.
I need to do better.
I need to be better.
So there it is. If you know me, don't feel bad for me. I put myself in this situation, it's no ones fault but mine.
Quote from: Midnight Breeze on 2014 Oct 03, 03:56:16
Well, after all this time I can officially say working 8 hour shifts completely sucks. I got totally spoiled by 12 hour shifts. Working 12s I had 7 days off a fortnight. I could do anything I wanted on my off days since my schedule rotated, one week I'd get a 3 day weekend, the next I'd work a 3 day weekend and get tuesday and wednesday off. Now with 8s it's 8:00 to 4:30 every single weekday. Since everything in this town is closed by 5 and never open on the weekends I have to take unpaid time off to do anything. Dentist appointment? Miss work. Need to go to the bank? Miss work. Need to pay rent? Miss work. How do people do this....
Quote from: DawnsEmbrace on 2014 Sep 29, 15:46:07
Is leveling up via equipment really that bad?
You get 20 solid level ups via experience, at which point you have to get better equipment to continue.
It just doesn't seem all that bad to me.
On another note, I'd rather play this than CoD. CoD is literally the most boring you can get.
At least Destiny has the Sci-Fi going for it, CoD just has brown and grey, and boring guns that don't even look interesting.
Sure, I can concede that Destiny can get boring, but at least it doesn't suck like most games.
Quote from: MrEmu on 2014 Sep 29, 14:45:33my posts are about destiny and I am not insulting anyone.
This thread is to talk about destiny, not rapidly bash it.
If you don't like it keep it to yourself or say it in a way that doesn't hurt others...
Gosh...